I wanted to make a video for this because it would feel more..
🕑 Added 2022-03-31 11:52:26 +0000 UTC
I wanted to make a video for this because it would feel more genuine, but I simply couldn’t get myself to take the video.
I never thought I’d ever have to talk about this or feel this pain. I don’t know how or what this is supposed to mean, but all I know is he would be so mad at me if I didn’t keep pushing and fight for my life and what I love.
Sometime Tuesday night, March 29th, my little brother passed away. I don’t feel like this is real yet. I’m so fucking heartbroken right now.
He was my best friend and my better half. We had so many good things going for us, he was on FaceTime with me the night before and had finally gotten his first tattoo. He was going to come back to Vegas to me. He was going to live and wanted to live.
I hate sharing personal shit like this on here but I have nowhere else to vent. My whole life has been surrounded by some terrible tragedies, but this is definitely one I’m going to need time to process.
If you’ve taken the time to read this, I appreciate you so much.
Everyone that has supported me and/or just watched from the sidelines, male mental health is real and it’s eating away at men slowly. Please don’t ever feel you are alone because the whole world is with you. We don’t need to feel the pressures of society or our bad thoughts alone. There is always a way for you to get back up again.
