shadwdivinity
fansly
🕑 Added 2023-08-13 19:50:13 +0000 UTC
I try to reframe from giving too many updates on here as I'd prefer to do those on my story (instagram), but imma give one more update as I prepare for Monday.
Anyways, as some of you know I was dealing with really bad insomnia, which made me quite ill, so I figured that since I can't really go see a doctor (it's a waste of money, they never know how to treat me, like ever) I decided that I was just going to do my best and start becoming healthier. I changed my diet for starters and started taking pepcid with the chest pain I've been having constantly. So far it's been working and I was legit able to sleep peacefully without interruption. I'm hoping this continues as I will try to start exercising more even if that means I really don't feel up to it emotionally/physically. I just need to push and get a healthier lifestyle going for myself. Wish me luck, my loves and I hope to be a whole lot better with producing content like back in the days when I wasn't so sick and fatigued all the time.
I've also come to the conclusion that I won't be doing any polls or suggestions for a little, while I'm recovering as to not stress myself out further. I'm going to do what I can and am able. Things are gonna be quite spontaneous when it comes to the outfits I decide to wear for you all.
Oh, and as for doing the hotel stuff, I'm pushing that back for now until I feel like I'm able to even leave my house without wanting to faint.
Lastly, I think this is quite obvious, but I'll say it anyways just in case, but I won't be doing customs for a hot minute. I really want to focus on getting better with not only my health, but also the state of my nsfw sites and socials. I desperately want to make tons of content, but it hasn't really been that way, which I want to change as quickly as I can. I know some of you have been talking to me privately and know by now all the sets I have going on and REALLY want to show off to the rest of you.
