I’ve been nervous and couldn’t really decided if I wanted to..
🕑 Added 2022-11-14 09:19:23 +0000 UTC
I’ve been nervous and couldn’t really decided if I wanted to post this or not, but I have got to the point I feel like I should be honest with you all so you know why I haven’t been online or reachable fully for the last 6 months.
6 months ago I had a miscarriage, as some of you know 3 years ago my son passed away, so this miscarriage brought up a lot of unresolved issue mentally, I had a full mental break down a few times, I found help and have been working through it, which is why any time I have an up day I’m back online doing what I enjoy.
The issue now comes to physically effects, I have been on my period basically the whole time since the miscarriage, out of 6 months I have only been off for 27 days, sex and sexually acts have now become very uncomfortable, I have had two doctors visits to try and fix this but they nothing has worked, I have a doctors appointment today and a scan booked to try and find the issue and hopefully resolve it going forward.
Because of these issue I haven’t been online and I haven’t been making content, I’ve had other issue come up within my family life aswell which hasn’t helped, overall I’m in a terrible place, I feel super vulnerable to write this and post this, and I do apologise that I haven’t been online and making the content that you have paid for, I completely understand if anyone wants to get a refund for the time on this page or for any customs I haven’t been able to make. But if your happy to wait hopefully I can finally get this all sorted and get back to doing what I love ❤️❤️
