I had a panic attack today.
We were driving in the car and..
🕑 Added 2022-03-20 14:25:48 +0000 UTC
I had a panic attack today.
We were driving in the car and Anya (the girl who make a dragon tattoo on me) said that she had received a message that her friend's relatives had returned from Mariupol. She is also waiting for her relatives from there.
Mariupol is a city in Ukraine and now, most likely, the hottest point of hostilities in the whole world. People sit there in basements while their city is bombed. He is literally on fire. People sit without mobile communication. When they go out into the street, the Russian soldiers shoot them. It's Hell.
Returned people say that people steal food from each other. They are hungry, cold and scared. The whole earth around them rumbles from bombs and falling buildings. This is a real genocide, as the Russians done with Ukraine.
I imagined that my friend's parents could already be dead. She is in the dark. Imagine how feels relatives from Mariupol who are waiting for them.
What kind of grief she will have to live if this happened. Ukraine is wounded to the soul.
I had a panic attack just realizing how much pain could be ahead. I didn't want Anya to see me. I went outside to cry.
It remains only to seek faith in yourself. We will stand. We will survive. Spring will come.
