I wish I could survive from likes and people just looking at..
🕑 Added 2020-11-05 02:00:40 +0000 UTC
I wish I could survive from likes and people just looking at my content, but unfortunately that doesn't put food on the table. I recently stopped making content, because of lack of motivation, because I get down that I put hours of my time and effort into making content and most people just treat it like a free show. I get stuck on what to put up, because I want people to like my stuff and to think "wow she puts in so much effort for us, she deserves a little tip or some financial support to keep her going", and I do get some support from 1 or 2 people, but that puts a strain on them and makes me worry about them. Meanwhile there's a 100 people following me and not helping at all, getting their jollies from pressing the little heart under my pics. When people do that I feel like my well-being and survival means nothing, that I'm useless and just taking up space and they couldn't care less.
I just want to be honest with you, this is how I feel.
