*Backstory* - I get so many questions from people as to why ..
🕑 Added 2021-06-05 03:29:04 +0000 UTC
*Backstory* - I get so many questions from people as to why I post nudes online & I figured I could tell you guys some of my inspiration. Don’t worry about reading this if you don’t wanna.
I was always introverted in high school and never had real friends. I would spend most my time on the internet listening to music and looking at memes. As you all know, porn has always been a huge part of the internet, and I used to watch it a lot. But I also loved looking at still photos of nude models, especially alternative models. One example of inspiration was a video I saw, https://vimeo.com/50297768, way back in 2011 (watch it, it’s good). A model from that video, Asphyx1a Noir, grew on me and I loved looking at her nsfw content. Sometime later I even copied her atom tattoos that you guys see on my collarbone. Got permission directly from her to do it too which was pretty neat. She was a huge influence on my desire to share explicit content with the world 😌 Other nude models I looked up to were Ariel Rebel, Fay Suicide, Satin Suicide, and Ashe Maree. I still enjoy looking at their content to this day 🥰
Some of you do and some of you don’t know of my history on FunnyJunk’s nsfw section but I dove into posting nudes there as soon as I turned 18. It was a lot of fun! I still had some repressed self esteem issues and that got to me and I stopped posting a while later, got busy with work and school as well. I would lurk on FJ every now and then to look at stuff 👀 I’d still been following alt models since high school and appreciating their beautiful bodies, especially SuicideGirls models. I decided to dive back into posting explicit content online about a year ago. I was in a good place finally, back to being comfortable with my body after losing weight that I gained from taking an antidepressant medication. I have a lot of issues that I’d rather not discuss but sharing pics/vids of my nude body is exhilarating and I enjoy doing it very much! 😄
