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❗️Vulnerable Post❗️⚠️ When I post myself online it takes a t..
🕑 Added 2021-07-05 16:53:51 +0000 UTC ❗️Vulnerable Post❗️⚠️ When I post myself online it takes a ton of courage. When you post you’re in the public eye and you’re obviously opening the space for negativity and critical opinions about the way you look, but it doesn’t make it sting less. Seeing stuff like this used to ruin me, but I know what my extra pounds mean. It means I survived trauma- As many of you know I had a few traumatic events occur which has caused me to suffer from an anxiety disorder. I finally started taking care of my mental health and got on medication a few months ago that has caused me to put on weight. It took a lot for me to even make the step to get medicated and I am so proud of myself for taking that step! I still am in the gym, but now I have to work 3 times harder for my results and for me to look like I used to I would have to completely change my day to day life. I’ve never been strict into “diets” and I’m not gonna start now! To see rude comments like this and now be able to shake it off reminds me how far I’ve come with my mental health, and for that I’m incredibly proud! I’m healthy, I’m happy, and I’m STRONG! That’s more important than abs to me 😘 And Alexander- If you mad cuz you couldn’t handle all this ass if you had the chance you could have just said that. 😘 jealousy is a disease. Get well soon 🥰
