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🕑 Added 2021-09-03 07:05:04 +0000 UTC I apologize in advance if y’all don’t wanna read about the real life shit your internet crush has been going through, keep on scrolling if that’s the case… This was one of the first photos I ever took for this new venture of starting to be “Lola” over five months ago. I felt so empowered and sexy. Some of you have messaged me wondering why I’ve been so absent, even more of you have unfollowed me without a word and likely aren’t reading this right now. I really tried hard to build up a following and respond to every message and take new pictures all the time, I just couldn’t do it anymore. Some of you do know, but most of you don’t know (or didn’t care to ask) that my mental health has been a shit show since I had my sweet baby last July. While some of you made me smile, laugh and enjoy my time on here, I just found it wasn’t evening out. The amount of effort and mental energy it was taking from me, it wasn’t worth it. The mental load with this kind of “job” is heavy and I respect the hell out of the women that do it, even more so the ones that are mamas like me. Because I couldn’t do it, or rather won’t. In the beginning I felt empowered and sexy, towards the end here, I’ve just felt like a cheap whore on the internet, to put it bluntly. Possibly once I get my mental health back on track in the coming months, I may decide I want to return and bring Lola “back to life”. I know this whole message is hella random. But I did feel like all of you were owed an explanation as to why I disappeared, stopped responding to messages, and stopped posting. I’m sorry, but I do have to prioritize myself first and foremost. As I hope all of you put yourself first in your own lives too ❤️ If you choose to stay subscribed and see a couple pictures from me here and there, I would love that, if not, I understand. Please know that I loved all of your sweet compliments and kind messages, even the naughty ones 😘 thank you for everything cuties! 💖 xoxo, Lola
