I am so fucking glad that I went through old photos today. W..
🕑 Added 2021-01-26 00:28:05 +0000 UTC
I am so fucking glad that I went through old photos today. While I’ve gotten a lot better about not using food as punishment or a coping mechanism, I still struggle a ton but that stuff. Stress is still my biggest trigger. Since school just started back up for me I’ve been under a relentless amount of stress. I was literally planning on skipping dinner tonight because I felt like I over ate at lunchtime. Now that I have reminded myself that not only do I look good at a variety of weights, but when I’m a higher weight I have massive fucking tits, I have decided that I will, in fact, be eating dinner tonight lol. God I miss those fucking titties and I need to remember to feed them so that they may grow. Funnily enough, the argument of “you need to feed yourself because that’s the right thing and it’s what you deserve“ is way less persuasive than “if you eat right your titties will grow massive” ......whatever works right? 😂
