Hey guys. I'm back!
Im sorry Ive been so inconsistent. I've ..
🕑 Added 2022-02-22 22:26:45 +0000 UTC
Hey guys. I'm back!
Im sorry Ive been so inconsistent. I've mentioned it a lot and I'm sure its getting old but my mental health has been hanging by a thread. Its gotten bad. Probably worst its been in years. I don't want to freak you out, I'm okay, I just feel like I owe you guys an explanation. You guys are one of the most important things in my life to me and I wouldn't have anything that I love without you.
But yeah, I'm going through it. Every day I wake up and feel like an ICU doctor that has to triage which of the important things in my life live or die. And something always dies. I never get everything on my "to do list" done. Something always gets cut. And its been OF lately. I've said it a million times since starting sex work and I'll keep saying it, my education always comes first. My biggest boundary isnt about nudity, its about finishing my education 😅
I say this to set your expectations for the next 6 months while I'm wrapping school up. I'm trying so so hard to be consistant on here but its not my top priority. Okay, pity party over, heres the good news
I took over a week off from posting on pretty much all social media to see if it would make me feel better. (i still responded to a few messages so it wasnt a total black out but you get the point) thought that it would. It did not. Not even a little. I was stressed out of my gourd the whole time about not posting. Thats good news for you (and frankly me) because it means that I'm bumping posting up on my priorities so I can feel better. At least I know now that this was a bigger component of my mental health than I thought.
Taking the break made it more apparent to me how much interacting with you guys int he comments and whatnot every day boosts my mood. I need that support. I love that attention. I'm gasping for it right now tbh. So I'm going to resume posting and try to get more on top of things so I dont feel so down on myself.
Anyways, sorry I'm a mess, have a gym video from this morning
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