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So my tiktok got banned without notice or warning a couple d..
🕑 Added 2022-08-31 14:44:33 +0000 UTC So my tiktok got banned without notice or warning a couple days ago. I’m neither surprised nor mad because they do this to all SWers that use their platform regardless of what you post on there. But anyways, I’m literally having withdrawal symptoms like I’m coming down from quitting a drug. I’m irritable and depressed and I keep finding myself mindlessly clicking on the app icon out of compulsive habit even though I know I can’t see the videos anymore. I would spend literally hours of my day watching tiktoks. It was my favorite form of distraction from my thoughts. Not being able to do that anymore is JARRING. But it’s a super poignant demonstration of why I’ll never allow myself to get back on it, especially as just a user. I can’t believe I willingly let an app do this to my brain. I don’t think it’s an exaggeration to say that I’m coming down from an addiction. I’m posting this becuase I want accountability. If I post this publicly then I’ll way less likely to give in and go back becuase I was the comfort. Ugggh. My brain hurts.
