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Pt 2 ๐ฅณ๐ซ Physical update!ยก! ๐ since i havent in awhile and i..
🕑 Added 2023-11-20 03:52:01 +0000 UTC Pt 2 ๐ฅณ๐ซ Physical update!ยก! ๐ since i havent in awhile and its like the biggest part of my life that i talked about cuz it was so so so bad for so long. But im happy to say i still havent touched alcohollll! Its been since like February of 2021. I don't know the exact date, but it was right when I was able to get prescription help for my jaw. Def can't mix Valiummm with booze so my brain just stopped wanting it immediately and i havent craved it sinceeeee! its wild ๐ณ At the same time tho I picked up kratom bc it was honestly amazing in multiple ways...at FIRST. after moving here I decided to quit and the withdrawal was like opiateeessssss. But with like symptoms months later. It took from march-august to get off it cold turkey and finally feel like I have a brain and a life againnnn!!!! My jaw is still a challenge, trying to find a dentist that goes general anesthesia where they put you out entirely is impossible here, but i can't get keep my mouth open for longer than 5 seconds without my jaw getting gnarly sore, so it's needed to get my teeth cleaned, and I can't get liner until I do that. So progress is at a stand still rn, and I'm Def feelin the effects of it ๐ซฅโค๏ธโ๐ฉน The health care I've gotten compared to Arizona is INSANE. I also found a really amazing PCP ๐ still need a therapist but I'm hanging in there and staying sober, which is the most important part to me โค๏ธโ๐ฉน I know I talk hella TMI but I always have, so I wanted to letchu know how it's been with all of that ๐ Bless your soul for reading these ๐ฅฐ๐๐
