Hey y’all, just wanted to leave a quick note to say hello an..
🕑 Added 2023-07-18 16:54:08 +0000 UTC
Hey y’all, just wanted to leave a quick note to say hello and I miss you ❤️🔥😔 Last month my partner passed away and before he did I watched him slowly slip away as I slipped into psychosis. It’s been so hard everyday to just process my reality that I feel frozen most days. Life felt like an illusion or simulation and I lost my grip of reality.
He struggled the entire 7yrs he was part of my life and the pain of watching it end has left scars that will never heal. We were never married but I still feel like a widow and I don’t know how to move on. I don’t think I ever will but I know I can keep going and still be happy. I’m back to earth now and have a hold on reality but I’m still fighting a battle I’m not ready to share. I can’t wait to feel safe enough to come back to you all soon, but right now my focus is with my family and at home. I’m here to express my heart, soul, and sexuality but I need to feel safe again to do that. I’ll see you soon. ❤️🩹
