that’s me. and this period of time is not about sexuality at..
🕑 Added 2022-09-06 19:44:35 +0000 UTC
that’s me. and this period of time is not about sexuality at all. i experienced mental abuse in a past relationship and it was traumatic as fuck. and i powerfully triggered some time ago and am still in a post-traumatic state. all i can do now is my job (unfortunately, it’s not a handjob nor blowjob). i work in the office and i’m having an identity crisis now. i perceived myself as a person with a high libido, i often wanted sex, i constantly filmed myself naked.
but now i feel a lot of anxiety. sometimes I fall into derealisation. and in general i feel like shit. and it’s not sexy. at all. so, i'm trying to accept it now and take care of myself.
thanks for your attention.
