So let me explain why I’ve been so down lately…
I had to ma..
🕑 Added 2021-11-23 18:47:24 +0000 UTC
So let me explain why I’ve been so down lately…
I had to make the conscious and very hard decision to really distance myself from the person I was the closest to in this life: Lily
I’m sure you’ll be very surprised to hear that and will wonder wtf happened. It’s between her and I, but I can tell you it’s something that started to build up from day one but I’ve always been blindly and absolutely in love with her. I wanted the best for her in everything and I gave her my heart and soul for 3yrs.
Sadly many things happened over those years and lately more things happened and I just felt that, from my point of view, it was a very unfair relationship.
I am so hurt guys I CANNOT put words on it. You cannot know me and not know I much I care and love that girl. She was my princess, she was my everything…but I hit my limit and I don’t know if it hurts more because I had to make that decision.
Let me tell you I’ve never been this lonely in my life.
I really wanted the best for us…but it didn’t work out this way and I am CRUSHED.
So yeah…of course a huge part of me still absolutely loves her and that’s why it hurts so much, but I sadly had to make a move after trying very hard to have a balanced and happy special friendship with her.
I am tired and sad. Unbelievably sad.
I will not give more details and I’d ask you to keep this here. I’m just trying to explain why I am the way I am right now and trust me I am terrified for the future…it’s gonna be a long and lonely road.
Love you guys xxx
-G.
