Oh boy ! Happy hump day, OnlyFans! So.... tomorrow is my bir..
🕑 Added 2024-01-11 01:00:18 +0000 UTC
Oh boy ! Happy hump day, OnlyFans! So.... tomorrow is my birthday and I officially turn the Big 4-0, and I am STILL having all sorts of feelings about it. Will I be considered beautiful by society any longer? Desirable? Do I still care what other people think? I'm 40! I know beauty comes from within but, man, once your knee starts cracking when you are just sitting down, it doesn't feel like it !
So with this post, I wanted to say. I am going to be 100% honest. I *DO* care a bit, and I don't like when people pretend they DON'T care. I think you need to be real with yourself in order to accept yourself and learn and grow. I have friends (of all genders) that pretend they don't care about getting older, but then get really upset and hide their birthday, get jealous of younger people and hate on them, and act passive agressive.
The way I am choosing to look at it is to pretend I am already on my deathbed. I would probably tell myself, "Hey, enjoy 40, honey. You will miss it when you're my age." So, that's what I am going to do. Tomorrow, I booked a pole dancing class - videos soon? Lol... And I have karaoke planned with my best friends at night! I am going to have a blast and hopefully "Deathbed Me" would be proud. Hope you live fully today no matter what your age. Peace and Blessings and THANK YOU for following my journey! By the way, what do you think of these photos by my friend Charlie? Please leave a positive comment or "like". So, I know if you want more of this type of content.
Photos by: Charlie Vaughn of Raven Wood Pictures
