Good evening.
You might be wondering where the hell I've ru..
🕑 Added 2023-07-23 03:16:11 +0000 UTC
Good evening.
You might be wondering where the hell I've run off to. But I think I should be a little more honest and transparent here. Especially towards those who've been here since my beginnings on PH and CB. Truth be told, for honesty's sake and NOT for pity points or as a plea for anything, I've been living with the after-effects of having gone into anaphylactic shock in June. This means that I'm now on a regimen of antihistamines and a little HHC on the side until my medical care team figures out what the hell is going on.
These after-effects cause my skin to burn, dry out and crack, and my extremities and throat to swell, and I develop a very unpleasant rash head to toe during a flare-up. Which is why you've not seen my body for a bit. My care team and I are working hard to get to the root cause of whatever the hell is going on.
I have also been facing some hiccups in moving. I was supposed to have a new place by the end of June. But I got ghosted by several realtors, for one reason or another. Due to still being here, the deterioration of our building means that my bed and "work area" are constantly swaying like we're on an ocean liner. So anxiety and having a shaky cam makes recording a little difficult as I can't put my heart and soul into my posts as much as I used to.
I'm sorry. I'm still taking custom vid requests, however, there may be some delay between the request and reception of the video. Hopefully I'll soon have a new and safer place. We're looking at a sweet handful of possible spots to move into. And so hopefully I'll be back to my old self soon.
Again, I'm not saying this or sharing this all for pity or for wanting people to feel sorry or sad for me. I'm just sharing facts. I do this all because I enjoy it first and foremost. I find tips to be nothing but a secondary bonus. I realize that my body is a unique one, and one that makes people happy to see, and for others like myself, to feel less alone, or to educate a little. So, being unable to record as much or even stream has been a source of sadness or upset for me, as well.
Oh however, I did forget to mention: if you want a video or pictures, please don't send any tips until after you receive the video link/s or files. It feels weird to get paid first without having done any work yet. And if you've read this far, thank you.
