Alright, it's settled.
Catch me on CB at 8PM CST if everythi..
🕑 Added 2023-09-22 02:05:30 +0000 UTC
Alright, it's settled.
Catch me on CB at 8PM CST if everything goes as planned. However on the off chance I need to use another platform, I'll be going here instead. It feels more private streaming here, almost cozy tbh. Is there anything in particular you wanna see next stream? IDK what tha'd even entail but go for it. My Lovense toys? A big toy? Me dressed in something special? Idk?
But yeah
I wanna thank and give a shout out to the community that brought my girlfriend of several years and I together. I was the first woman she'd ever been with as a woman, and she was my lesbian awakening after decades of comphet and trying to make myself straight, bi or pan because I couldn't even concieve of the idea that maybe... I just like girls.
But yeah, I know it's a shit sterotype that bi people or pan people are inherently more accepting of women like me somehow... but it's true. In my experience hatero cudes have threatened me, and I don't feel safe in the lesbian community despite being one, because I'd often been accused of being a "man" sneaking in to assault women. Or in dating, ghosted and in one case, screamed at after I got a hardon and my junk got bigger lmfao.
It was hard to find people who loved me and my body despite me passing "the point". Everyone lloves a cute tomboy or a butch or a stud, so long as they're not TOO masculine or lean into being a threat to men in terms of their body. As long as you're curvy or have big tits or a femmy face, you're free to do whatever. But women like me who get called the F-word while in a dress and heels? Naaaah that's TOO manly, to masculine, to much of a "man". But the bisecual and pansexual partners I've had over the years taught me that my titty hair is nothing to apologize for. That it's okay to keep my happy trail and it's okay to have a deep voice whlie in heels. It's okay to have my kinda bone structure and wear Timbs with my menhera kei shit and okay to be absolutely fucking chaotic in how I present.
Even though I myself am not bi or pan, I kinda owe em a liot. So yep, hopefully tomorrow goes off without a hitch. I've missed streaming. It's just fun tbh, and it feels as though it's become a kind of hobby.
