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today is the latter
Some days I’m mad at youOther days I’m sad for youMost days I’m just glad that youEven found me at all
7-Eleven
I have this tiny beanie baby And no one knows what it means but meAnd youAnd maybe the guy at 7-Eleven It sits on my vanity and reminds me That choices have consequences It’s birthday is one day before yours And I think about what life was likeBefore I met you Before things were this convolutedBef...
puzzle piece
Does everyone want to die sometimes Or is my brain just broken Is feeling like you don’t fit anywhere Just part of being here Or am I so oddly shaped That the puzzle can’t find a place for me Do you think god likes to play sick jokes And put you places you’re not supposed to be Or am I just to...
come and be alone with me
shot on 35mm film
I just do
I used to ask you, “Why do you love me?” and get my feelings hurt when you would say, “I just do.”I wanted you to list all of the specific reasons why, out of all of the endless options, I am the one you love - to be validated in how uniquely special and right for you I am.When I would press...
tiny jungle
shot on 35mm film
my body
my body has seen more than a body should it has seen violence it has seen ecstasy it has seen everything in between it has seen things it’s too scared to remember my body has seen pain it has convulsed and shaken trying to find somewhere to put it trying to bear a level of agony that was just too ...
samples
the below posts are a few examples of what you might find in the paid memberships <3
sun salutation
shot on 35mm film
I loved someone who died
I loved someone who died and he had the same name as you. There’s no real reason I should still think about him or still miss him but I do. I loved him more than I should have considering we were never anything real, but scenes from the night we met still flash in my mind from time to time. It was...
tetris city
new york city — shot on 35mm film
the adults table
“I like to beg,” I tell him And I mean it But what I don’t say Is that I’ve spent my life begging For the truth For trust in my capacity For honesty when it’s hard And that I don’t like to beg that way “I’m a big girl, I can handle it” I say it over and over As if I am 7 years old ...
