Kaelan + Ecstatic Self

Holding Sacred Energy: An Advanced Meditation for Patrons

Creating sacred space to share with you 🙏🏼

Reposting... Early Access: Dealing with Anxiety

Hey guys. For whatever reason, what I posted last night didn't seem to come through...so I am sending it here again!

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Patreon Thanksgiving Livestream

Love you guys!

First Look…

Tonight is an exciting night! After many months of work… The manuscript for my new book is now sent off to my editor. Wooohooo! 🥳To celebrate, I’m giving you, my beloved ❤️patrons, first look at the cover artwork for this amazing project. 📕I hope you enjoy it as much as I do! Much love...

Early Access: Are You Ready for the End of the World?

I don't know if you need some words of peace in this crazy time... this is for you lol.You guys get to see it first! Big hugs, everyone!! Love, Kaelan

I need your Vote!!

Hey dear Patrons!As we reach the finish line with my oracle card project...I want YOUR help in choosing the final design for two of the cards.Below, I am going to share a few different versions for each. I would love for you to drop a comment and decide what the final image should be.Card 46: Live W...

Wherever you are… pause and meditate right now

Hey guys!There’s a very interesting energy going on with this full moon. Wherever you are, pause for a few minutes, meditate, and drink that energy in. Something is happening.

Early Access: It's Okay to Not Be Okay Right Now

Hey guys!Maybe you found yourself staying in bed more often. Maybe you’ve been buying too many cookies. Maybe you’ve been binging your favorite Netflix shows.Any of this is going on for you, I just want you to know that it’s normal. That, just because we’re spiritual, doesn’t mean we don�...

A spiritual technique that you need to know

Hey gang!I recorded and started editing this video with the intent of sharing it on YouTube… But I decided to release it only to Patreon. I may re-record it or do it a little bit differently for YouTube… But right now, it’s just for you guys!This is probably one of the most important things yo...

Patrons ONLY: How many of you are having a gut feeling that something isn't right?

Hey gang!I know the last few days have ben deeply unsettling. I haven't talked about this publicly yet -- so I want to know if you think I should... but how many of you are feeling like something isn't right. Are you feeling that pang in your gut? Are you getting the Spidey-senses tingling? ...

Early Access: Finding Peace in Tumultuous Times

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A Message for all my patrons today

I say this in the video... but if any of you want a free one-on-one call to talk about your feelings, just shoot me an email or a DM. I am here for you!

Election Day!!! Patrons special video

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Early Access: My Naked Takes on Demisexuality (or...why I can't do hookups well)

You guys get to see it first! I hope that you enjoy!! Blessings, Kaelan

NSFW November

Hey gang!I hope your November is off to a great start!Thank you, as always, for all your support and love. Here's your access code to my OF for this month. Sending you all peace and blessings!GO VOTE!!https://onlyfans.com/thebigom/trial/pfy3siybj7dqwca2pok2bnjzdcniwfin

VERY Exciting News!! Patron-only livestream

Soooooo stoked to share this with y'all!

Early Access: Masturbate your way to Enlightenment?

Here you guys go! Sorry for being a bit late getting this week's video online. Let me know your thoughts! Blessings, Kaelan

Patrons Livestream: Let's Discuss Non-Doership

Hey guys! Let's dive into this topic that I think is important to master on the spiritual journey.

Early Access: Gong Bath Meditation

Hey y'all! Since you enjoyed the video I posted this morning, I went ahead and recorded a new one to share on YouTube. I hope that you enjoy. As always, you get to see it first!Blessings, Kaelan

Patron Sound Bath... what do you think??

Hey guys... trying a new aesthetic for a guided meditation video. What do you think of this? Do you like the style and the modality? Did you feel relaxed? Let me know your thoughts. Big hugs! Kaelan

Pictures of my father

Hey guys! I know some of you were requesting getting to see more of my dad, since I have been talking about him so much. It's interesting that as open about my life that I am online, I rarely share pictures of my day to day life, my family, or my friends. I guess that is the part I tend to keep ...

Early Access: Goodbye, Dad

Hey guys. I finally open up about my experience of mourning my father. I also include a video recording of me delivering the eulogy at his funeral. Thank you all so much for your love and support! Big hugs, Kaelan

Live reading the intro to my new book

Excited to share this with y'all!!!

NSFW link for October 🍁

Good morning all!I hope everyone is enjoying the transition to autumn. This is my favorite time of year… I love when the weather starts cooling off and we are able to really enjoy our time outside.Thank you for supporting me at this NSFW tier… Here’s your link for the month! I hope that you en...

Hey, Patrons! I need your insights. Help me out with my next Youtube video!

Hey y'all!I want to make a next YouTube video on how we connect with our own bodies and the feelings that come up when we engage in self-touch. Y'all know that I believe that self-touch is an important spiritual tool. But many experience shame, disconnection, or dissatisfaction when sexually...

Early Access: A Weekend at a Clothing-Optional Campground

Hey guys!Earlier this summer, I got to go to Roseland Campground in West Virginia. It's such a beautiful space! I'm glad I finally get to make a video about the experience.For those of you subscribed to the NSFW tier, the uncensored version will be posted on OF by tomorrow.Hugs and love!

Behind the scenes and short meditation

Love you guys! Thanks for all your support during this challenging time with my father’s passing. I couldn’t do it without you. Xoxo

Early Access: Follow up from last week's video, an interview with Joseph Selbie

Hey guys!I hope you enjoyed last weeks video about the rising and falling cycles of human consciousness. This week, I'm sharing an interview. I did with the author, Joseph Selbie. I had a great time getting to chat with him. You'll get a kick out of the fact that he made me promise that I&#3...

Early Access: Have there been people on earth more evolved than us?

Hey guys... due to the upheaval in my personal life, this video is finally able to be posted after much delay. It was to go live two weeks ago... but better late than never. This is a topic very near and dear to my heart. I hope that you enjoy!Blessings, Kaelan